In Memory Of Clay / Tammy And Sarah Mom And Sister To (Andrew Cardwell )
That is all I ask. / Tammy Mom To Andrew Cardwell Don’t tell me you know how I feel, You haven’t walked in my shoes. Don’t tell me I have another child to love, That won’t bring back the son that I lost. Don’t tell me to get out of the house, Maybe I just want to stay here and mourn for my lost son. Don’t tell me it will get better, From my point of view it will never be better. Don’t tell me it could be worse, How much worse than this could it be. Don’t tell me to trust in God, I do trust in Him and love Him, That won’t bring my son back Don’t tell me to eat and take care of myself, Maybe the food won’t stay down. Maybe I don’t care about myself right now. Don’t tell me to try to get some sleep, Don’t you think I would love to sleep? Don’t tell me all this, You haven’t walked in my shoes. Do tell me you care. Do tell me you love me. Do tell me you will be there if I need you. If I need to just talk to call you. Or better yet, you call me. Just listen, that’s all, just listen. Do let me cry. Do let me mourn. Do let me experience this terrible loss that I feel. Do pray for me. That is all I ask.
CLAYS PURPOSE ♥ / TO CLAYS MOM FROM ANDREW'S MOM Read >>
I just wanted to share this bible verse with you, but I'm sure you probably have read it, but it reminded me of Clay and my mother has a really pretty picture of Jesus holding his lost sheep amongst his other sheep and I found it comforting because it made me think of my Grandma as well.
"Rejoice, I have found my sheep which was lost." Luke 15:6
It is coming up on a year that you went home to Heaven. At times it seems like forever while other times it seems like last week. I often think about "what if" but God had plans for you. It is so hard for us to understand why and you feel guilty for questioning his actions especially when my children were "spared". I just pray that you as their angel with give all of them the guidance to live normal healty lives and lead them to the Lord. I am SO proud of Brittany. She has really taken the "bull" by the horns. I know you are proud of her too!! Victoria is getting so big and bad too! She is getting to that terrible 2 stage.
I pray that your mom will feel some comfort. I read her candles often and it just breaks my heart, I always log off crying. I know you are with her constantly. You know when you come into the world everyone is crying and when you leave the world everyone crys too. You will always remain in our hearts as that boy with a great smile!!
I miss you so much / Mama
I miss you so much Clay. Sometimes I just don't know how to keep going when the pain is so deep and intense. I know that God has sent comfort and comforters to me, but I just miss you so mucjh. I love you my son and always will. Close
I NEED YOUR HELP..THINGS SEEM TO BE GOING ALL WRONG LATELY.. EVERYONE SEEMS TO HAVE PROBLEMS WITH EVERYONE. I JUST NEED YOU TO HELP US.. IF NOT HELP US JUST WATCH OVER US. ONE NEEDS YOU MORE THAN EVER...
CLAY I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME. I WISH SO MANY THINGS WERE BACK TO NORMAL,LIKE THEY USE TO BE...
For momma Tammy / Annoymous Friend (Someone that missed Clay so much )Read >>
For momma Tammy / Annoymous Friend (Someone that missed Clay so much )
"I'll lend you for a little time a child of mine," He said. "For you to love the while he lives and mourn when he is dead, "It may be six or seven years, or twenty-two or three, "But will you, till I call him back, take care of him for me?
"He'll bring his charms to gladden you, but should his stay be brief, "You'll have his lovely memories, as solace for your grief, "I cannot promise he will stay, since all from earth return, "But there are lessons taught down there I want this child to learn.
"I've looked the wide world over in my search for teachers true, "And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes I have selected you. "Now will you give him all your love, nor think the labor vain, "Nor hate me when I come to call to take him back again?
I fancied that I heard them say: "Dear Lord, Thy will be done! "For all the joy Thy child shall bring, the risk of grief we'll run. We'll shelter him with tenderness; we'll love him while we may, And for happiness we've known forever grateful stay.
"But should the angels call for him much sooner than we'd planned,
Something for you! / Denise, Daughter To Angel Charlotte Luce (A friend from the heart )Read >>
Something for you! / Denise, Daughter To Angel Charlotte Luce (A friend from the heart )
This is a very special angel as you can plainly see The reason it's so special is It's just for you, from me. Whenever you are lonely Or even feeling blue You only have to see this angel To know I think of you.
So keep this angel with you As a reminder of the joys we've shared And remember it's a symbol Of a loving heart that cares.
Happy Birthday Sweet angel Clay / Marcelle Mum To ^i^ Daniel Coorey (friend connected by angels )Read >>
Happy Birthday Sweet angel Clay / Marcelle Mum To ^i^ Daniel Coorey (friend connected by angels )
Dear Sweet Angel Clay Just to wish you a heavenly birthday. Have a beautiful day in heaven with all your angel mates. Thinking of you and your precious mum today and always. Fly high sweet angel and know you are so loved and missed...
Happy Birthday Clay!
We all wish you were going to be here with us for this special day! But I know you are going to have the greatest brithday ever, up above with our lord and savior.
Mrs.Tammy, I know this is soo hard for you,but you are going to be okay, Clay is with you all the time in your heart.
He knows we all love and miss him. But he is in our hearts and with us with everything we do.
Love always!
xoxox
Katie
HAPPY EASTER AND EARLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY / Rydge Clark (Friend)Read >>
HAPPY EASTER AND EARLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY / Rydge Clark (Friend)
wISH YOU WEE HERE MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER KNOW. Your missed so deeply by so many, one day we will all be rejoined with you and. Love ya man, Close
Tributes and Condolences
We all wish you were going to be here with us for this special day! But I know you are going to have the greatest brithday ever, up above with our lord and savior.
Mrs.Tammy, I know this is soo hard for you,but you are going to be okay, Clay is with you all the time in your heart.
He knows we all love and miss him. But he is in our hearts and with us with everything we do.
Love always!
xoxox
Katie
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